:) No school today. They can't figure out block scheduling. Hee. -holly

I asked him one day, “why all the drugs?”

He told me then and there.

“I find that life is easier when it’s just a blur.”

Tell me my dreams are unrealistic.

I’ll tell you yours aren’t big enough.

Life is like photography; we develop from the negatives.

At some point, love alone doesn’t make a relationship work.

I don’t have enough middle fingers to tell you

How I really feel about you.

There is a huge difference between getting over things and getting through them.

Confidence:

Wear it like make up.

Sometimes you need a second chance

Because you weren’t ready for the first.

Of course I expected to be seeing you. Of course I thought of the moment we'd talk again. But I never expected the emotions and I never thought of what to say. I especially never expected I'd feel like this again, but I do. You got me again.

I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

I didn't mean to treat you bad, but I did it anyway. Some would say your life was sad. But you lived it anyway.

We're not twenty-one, but the sooner we are,
the sooner the fun will begin, so get out your
fake eyelashes, and fake i.d's, & real disasters
It's cool to take these chances,
It's cool to fake romances and grow up fast.

I know you plan out everything that you want to say;
I wish that we didn't have to go about things this way.

You said you could be my dream, I could have you every night,
And if by morning, I'd forgotten you, well no big deal, that'd be alright.
'Cause you're the reoccurring kind;
You are the reoccurring kind

Pain throws your heart to the ground,
Love turns the whole thing around.
No it won't all go the way it should,
But I know the heart of life is good.

I touched your hand and lost myself instead. Swung my hands up through the air. Northwest skies, I love the way you shine. I wanna be just as good as anyone before, as any love before. I wanna make it better.

You followed me around the side, I asked you for a light and a cigarette. When you've been up for days you can't really tell sunrise from sunset.

My peace and quiet was stolen from me,
When I was looking with calm affection.
You were searching out my imperfections;
What wasted unconditional love.

I'll bet you can never tell, that I knew you didn't know me that well
It is my fault, you see, you never learned that much from me.

Days like this keep me warm, keep me warm, keep us warm
And love like this means more.

Needles and vinyl reunited, trying make a collection of dreams.

I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky,
& said whoever is up there, please don't let me die.
But I can't live forever, I can't always breathe.
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea.

Your filthy room your drama blues;
I am nothing if I'm not with you.

I used to be afraid, but now I crave the quiet,
Together we are both alone, but I don't mind.
I'll dream of something to try and make us all right

I can't wait for you to say those words,
That you know I want to hear.
You kept the worst in a frame by some books.

Well I don't think we have to be like this forever
Is there more to life than love and being together?

I trust the red sun setting, the leafless November trees. On Monday morning, I look foward fearlessly to Friday's eve. But humans are not as reliable as nature, as trees. I wonder if you'll come back, I only trust that you'll leave.

The drugs begin to peak. A smile of joy arrives in me. But sedation changes to panic and nausea. And breath starts to shorten and heartbeats pound softer. You won't try to save me. You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.

Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it,
This will be the best for us both in the end.

You were many years older than me. You took advantage of how young I was. I was so ignored back then and so much different than whom I've become. I can't say I blame you, because I wanted someone to hold me, and I didn't care who that person was and it just so happened to be you.

Forgive me if I'm out of line,
I can't control myself sometimes.
I think I'm sick but I might be well.
I think I'm broke but it's hard to tell;
I think I feel like I've never felt for you.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything

Even if your hands are shaking

And your faith is broken,

Even as the eyes are closing

Do it with a heart wide open.

Why? Say what you need to say.

Like a little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be mine, valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds.

I'd like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark.
If no one knows you, no one cares,
and no one breaks your heart.

I'm a mess of insecurities
Attention starved with a narcissistic twist
Don't you think that I'm amazing?

He takes my heart and doesn't give it back.
Yeah, I love it when he does that.

Love, this is getting the best of me;
And truth be told you were the start of it all.

I won't settle for less when I deserve more.

Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

I'll give you all I can,
A flower and a hand.
I hope this helps you see.
Signed, sincerely me.

This girl has got stronger

And if I knew then what I know now

I would have told myself

Don’t worry any longer, it’s okay!

And all the hurt in my voice
Will shatter all the glass in this city.

And all the pieces will point at you.
They’ll pin your body to the ground
So everyone can walk all over you.

Words hurt. Truth heals.
  Sometimes both kill.

Should I shake your hand or kiss your cheek.
Convince you it's not lust, its chemistry.

So baby I will wait for you.
Cause I don’t know what else I can do.
Don’t tell me I ran out of time.
Even if it takes the rest of my life…

Don't cry little girl.
It will only hurt for a while.
Remember, there's a light
At the end of every tunnel.

Words are bullets and
they kill as good as any gun.

There’s a scream in your voice.

And I hope you will be heard.

There’s a fire in your eyes.

And I hope you let it burn.

&& everyone knows--
the louder the music,
the bigger the heartbreak.

Love is about taking risks;
the risk of rejection
the risk of heartbreak
& the risk of falling in love & 
not being able to get out.

Trust is like a mirror.
Once you break it,
you can never look
at it the same way again.

Put your hand on a hot stove
for a minute and it seems like an
hour. Sit next to a pretty girl for
an hour and it seems like a minute.

you're born, you die && you make a lot of
mistakes in between.

Music (n.)- the therapy
coming through my speakers.

I just want to thank you;;
thank you from the bottom of my heart,
for all the sleepless nights
& for tearing me apart.

People ask me if I believe in forever.
I can't help but sit back and laugh,
Because the way my life is going,
I don't even believe in tomorrow.

I will dig a hole and label it love.
And trick her to fall in from above.

The only people that could hurt you
are the ones that you love, because
if it wasn't love; you wouldn't care.

&& in the end, we always return
the people who’ve been there
from the beginning.

You can fake a smile for everyone else.
But you'll never hide the truth from yourself.

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it all just hits so close to home,
we all got friends but we stand alone.